Happy day!!

9th April 2012

Hey! School today was okay. Dnt lesson is forever boring. But I forced myself to pay attention because I really want to do well in Dnt. I think I have no hope in combined Science. Hais. But I will also try to score well for it. FIGHTING. Had Maths test today. THE PAPER WAS DAMN DIFFICULT. I am so going to fail it. I just got this feeling. The rest of the lessons were okay. Miss Kanch scolded again today.... 

I saw DD too! Haha. Just by seeing him can make my day. But it's been a long time since we last talk :/ Hope we can talk again.... :) This wenting damn happy today because she got a chance to be 'close' with PD! Purple Dinosaur. And LOL, DD can also stands for Double Dog XD HAHAHA FUNNY TTM. I hope wenting and pd can be friends. They would make a sweet couple ;) 

Apart from that, I am quite sad. It's because Yuanyan & FoongYee are arguing :( I hope they can be friends together again. I had kfc snackers for lunch. Had a h2h talk with the girls. Told them about my not so perfect life. I felt a whole lot better after that. I guess expressing your feelings to someone can make you feel better. I have no time to care about what people say/think of me because I have got friends who are always there for me 24/7 <3 Love you all, you know who you are :)

As you can see, I am very happy with my life because there is really no point in being sad. I have learnt my lesson now. Thank Allah for showing me the right path. I will promise to be a good Muslim day by day. Insyallah. I miss my grandparents :( I want to visit them soon! But this week I am not free at all. Hopefully I can meet them soon. Okay bye, I have school tomorrow and I need to wake up at 6am :( 

SMILE & BE HAPPY :DD

Fucked up day.

Hi! I did not update my blog yesterday because I was too tired & lazy. But a lot of things happened yesterday. I shall talk about it now ;) Well, I enjoyed yesterday's madrasah (religious class) even though my ustazah did not turn up. It was a relief ustazah. But she was freaking awesome! She's 27 but she looks like a poly student. What's more is that she's married and has a child! She's expecting one more child. Insyallah :)

Ustazah Rafidah talked about solat jemaah with all of us. If we solat jemaah, we get 27 times pahala than when you solat alone. I was amazed. She said that solat is the most important thing that a muslim must do. Without it, we would not be able to have a close relationship with Allah. I am trying my best to be a good muslim. Hopefully, I will become one. Amin. She also emphasize on aurat. It is very important for a muslim woman to cover her hair till her foot. Which means, only the face and hands can be seen. It is hard for me to cover up now but I will slowly do it. 

Ustazah Rafidah made me think twice. If I do not do what Allah told me to do, I will be in deep danger at akhirat. Which is very scary.... I am scared of hari kiamat because as mention in the Quran, it will be such a disaster. I can imagine it already. Ya Allah, please forgive my past mistakes... I really want to go jannah and be with my family and friends forever. That is the best thing about jannah. And of course, we get to be with Allah :) 

Okay, enough about yesterday yeah? My day today was okay. I just do not know why I am so moody this days. I really wonder why. I always vent my anger on my parents... I felt really bad because they still treated me nicely. Mum and dad, I am sorry like a million times. I know I should not have done that.. I promise not to make you upset anymore :) I could not imagine my life without my parents. That would be so heart breaking.. 

Went 'shopping' with mummy today! Haha. But I only bought stuff which I need. I love my new wallet. It's pretty cool. Hehe. Shall cherish it properly :) I am so happy with my life because I am starting to appreciate the little things in life. Trying to live life with the least expectations too. 

I'm stoked for next week! Hehe. Someone's birthday is coming ~ Yuanyan is going to come my house to bake a cake for the April babies in my class! Hopefully my mum would not be tired to help us. Woohoo, I can't wait!!!! :DD Need to get a lot of presents too. Le sigh. Or should I make a card instead? Hmm.

You are getting on my nerves day by day. Stop making assumptions which is not true. That is why people get into fights. Just shut up okay? One day, I swear, karma is going to hit you worse than it hit me. Beware ;)  I have no time to entertain people like you. I am happy so stop trying to destroy my happiness. SO YEAH BYE.

That's all folks ~~~

What a sad & happy day.

6th April 2012

HAHA HI!! Good Friday today was more like a Bad Friday. Seriously.. Today my classmate, Carlo, left Singapore to go back to his home town which is the Philippines. Though I know him for about 3 months, we were quite close. He is such a amazing friend. Syimah could not follow us to go to the airport because of her mum :( Sigh.. Yuanyan had to help out her mum. 

Before I start talking about Carlo, I'm going to talk about what happened before going to the airport. Well, I was supposed to wake up at 10.30am but I slept like 1am plus last night. Was damn tired FUUUUUUU. At first, I did not want to go to the airport but after thinking about it, I decided to go. I did not regret going. Haha but the journey there was asdfghjkl :( I was damn late so I had to go on my own. Was lost like a lost child. Luckily, I managed to find the place. Thanks to Shafi that fatty :P 

Shafi brought his cute 5-year-old brother along. WAH I SWEAR HE IS DAMN CUTE. Chermaine treated him like it was her child. LOL. A lot of people were there to see Carlo too. Carlo cried because he is going to miss his dear girlfriend.. It was damn sad. Both of them cried. I CRIED TOO. Wait, actually almost everyone cried. It was damn heartbreaking, I swear. I hope Carlo will have a pleasant live at the Philippines!  I am sure his girlfriend & him will reunite soon. She is really beautiful :) 

Drank starbucks after that! Whoooo Caramel frappacino. Yummy. Hang out with Chermaine, Danial, Syarilla, Suzie, Sorfina, Syafiq, Nash, Faiz & Rizan at the airport! Too bad Shafi & his cute bro could not come along :( Sigh. But it was still fun! We laughed a lot and took a lot of pictures. They are so amazing <3 

Enough about today! Haha. Going to talk about something else now. Recently, a lot of things have happened. Both good & bad. My family members are beginning to irritate me I swear. Urgh. I don't get it. If I hate that person means I have to treat them badly? Lol the fuck. I don't hate people, I just hate their attitude. There is a difference okay. So many people are trying to bring me down but I am still standing strong :) JUST GO AHEAD AND DESTROY ME. One day, karma will get back at you. Just you wait. And, you are so contradicting -.- I won't mention any names ~

Here are some pictures of today! ^^

What a day.

5th April, 2012.

Hi. I just started a blog because of Carrene. Hehe. I don't know why but I feel inspired after I viewed her blog. I shall start posting! :) Okay so today was a normal day for me. Nothing special actually. But I just felt really happy. When I was on my way to school, I saw DD. At first I didn't recognize him but when I look closely, it was him. THAT MADE ME EVEN MORE HAPPIER. HAHAHA. He always makes my day! 

Luckily the sec3s went for morning walk because playing in the field & dancing in the hall is damn boring. Gosh. My school is super lame. But so what, I can't wait to get the fuck out from there.. First period was Maths. I swear I hate graphs. It is damn confusing urgh. Managed to survive two freaking periods of Physics. Miss Kim can teach but her voice is too soft & she is not fierce. But she looks like she was in a bad mood today :/ But overall it was productive! YAY.

I'm forever feeling sleepy during English lesson. Seriously. Miss Kanch is super duper boring.. I don't know why she's like so moody these days. Damn annoyed zzz. Malay & Dnt lesson were okay. Boring but did not really felt sleepy. LOL. Hope Miss Kanch can be more interesting or something :( She's getting married next year and is inviting all of us! So sweeeet. Damn, I'm the History rep. Mr Lin chose me to be that..

Had SS test straight away after school. It was okay. Manageable. But I don't know about the similarities. I just did the best I can. Hopefully I can pass! :) Next week is going to be "test week". FUCK IT. Super stress. How I hate sec3 life....

Went home with Zoe & WenTing! It was fun. Zoe is actually a nice person. Hmm. Reached home at 4+ and I straight away online Twitter without bathing. I'm that lazy. And tomorrow also no school. I bathed around 10+ :P Hehehehe. Need to stop this habit asap. 

Shall end today's post with a quote! If you don’t like me, someone else will. If you’re not missing me, someone else will. If you don’t love me, someone else will.