Sunday, 8 April 2012

Fucked up day.


Hi! I did not update my blog yesterday because I was too tired & lazy. But a lot of things happened yesterday. I shall talk about it now ;) Well, I enjoyed yesterday's madrasah (religious class) even though my ustazah did not turn up. It was a relief ustazah. But she was freaking awesome! She's 27 but she looks like a poly student. What's more is that she's married and has a child! She's expecting one more child. Insyallah :)

Ustazah Rafidah talked about solat jemaah with all of us. If we solat jemaah, we get 27 times pahala than when you solat alone. I was amazed. She said that solat is the most important thing that a muslim must do. Without it, we would not be able to have a close relationship with Allah. I am trying my best to be a good muslim. Hopefully, I will become one. Amin. She also emphasize on aurat. It is very important for a muslim woman to cover her hair till her foot. Which means, only the face and hands can be seen. It is hard for me to cover up now but I will slowly do it. 

Ustazah Rafidah made me think twice. If I do not do what Allah told me to do, I will be in deep danger at akhirat. Which is very scary.... I am scared of hari kiamat because as mention in the Quran, it will be such a disaster. I can imagine it already. Ya Allah, please forgive my past mistakes... I really want to go jannah and be with my family and friends forever. That is the best thing about jannah. And of course, we get to be with Allah :) 

Okay, enough about yesterday yeah? My day today was okay. I just do not know why I am so moody this days. I really wonder why. I always vent my anger on my parents... I felt really bad because they still treated me nicely. Mum and dad, I am sorry like a million times. I know I should not have done that.. I promise not to make you upset anymore :) I could not imagine my life without my parents. That would be so heart breaking.. 

Went 'shopping' with mummy today! Haha. But I only bought stuff which I need. I love my new wallet. It's pretty cool. Hehe. Shall cherish it properly :) I am so happy with my life because I am starting to appreciate the little things in life. Trying to live life with the least expectations too. 

I'm stoked for next week! Hehe. Someone's birthday is coming ~ Yuanyan is going to come my house to bake a cake for the April babies in my class! Hopefully my mum would not be tired to help us. Woohoo, I can't wait!!!! :DD Need to get a lot of presents too. Le sigh. Or should I make a card instead? Hmm.

You are getting on my nerves day by day. Stop making assumptions which is not true. That is why people get into fights. Just shut up okay? One day, I swear, karma is going to hit you worse than it hit me. Beware ;)  I have no time to entertain people like you. I am happy so stop trying to destroy my happiness. SO YEAH BYE.

That's all folks ~~~



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